Willow
Published: Mississippi Crow Magazine, Fall 2009.
Willow, of a specter’s dream, breathe
You fell lightly down the dew covered well
Like a broken feather your bones whistle
Caught up in the wind of your end
You forget why
What irony
It dispels all that is you
Crack against the dry bottom
It becomes useless
You don’t even remember who pushed
The Eyes May See Differently
Salt scraped from eyes
Where, oh where are you
Born with brittle sight
I think no less
Pitted spirit
Left to mourn
Broken nye
Cast the mold of myself
To make anew without you
But spark no more, glazed the mind
Meek no more, the shadow of my mold
Always lined with vile self
Oh, tender self wake
What I made masters over me
But dawn burns no more
Grinning despair
The smile kills the truth
Animal to myself
I know not where to go
Always it ends in revenge
To what
To ourselves, foolish child
This convoluted shell
Breathe no more
And dancing free, kissing lips, joyful tears
Prized as yours
But now another's
The mirror of your past lied
You are no more
Respite
Though we all carry a hope for respite
I wishful plight
Remembered night
Anon the sight
We look yonder
Away whence we came
To houses new and glades green
Forgotten childish play, childish toys
The magic dies
With a sigh
Our skin crinkles
Our eyes narrow
Our souls crumble
The magic dies
Then child we see once more
And in the sparkle of their eyes
We either cringe
Or know whence we came
And laugh the glee of respite anon no more
Or die once more
Gone
And therefore I walk down this road of broken glass
It dulls my mind with the discord of this reddened symphony
Lost is the string of the grey stained path
The pavement is cracked
The land is lost in the mirror of the glazed eye
What have we song our lives to become
How can we scrape ourselves from this abyss
Our nails can not bite deep enough
Our screams can not pierce wide enough
Our sickness cannot motivate enough
We break
Gone
Reality’s Dream
Lavish sensations
Air devoured
Your eyes drip expectation
The aroma permeates
Stealing every corner of your house
It clings to the walls
Teasing you with thoughts of mischief
So you plead the like
Please bruschetta, your favorite
Or stuffed mushrooms, maybe chicken parmesan
Can we say vegetables and herbs of the freshest sort
Are all the invitation one may need
But how the air feels, and we have yet to even see what comes
But then time halts to a close
The doors of anticipation fling open
Dinner is here
The cook, bustling about, warns us not to interfere
But I must take a peak
So quick, it won’t disturb
Wait, I recall what brought dismay upon me last
For chef held my sweet ending to his sway
I curse you, my over indulgent sight
So I stay
And my hopes do not get toyed
Then the feast takes its splendor upon the table which I sit
My eyes gain their request
I shiver with a warm glee walking down to my little toes
Then the adults take their seats
They laugh at the wine
Cry at the cheese
My eyes, my ears, my nose, my tongue
So full they all sigh
Answered my prayers be
My belly full
I skip up the long stairs to fall into bed
Closing my eyes to a kiss on the cheek
As night becomes the play of reality’s dream
Night of Night
Oh night, weary night
Skip and hop my soul does wish
But teary eyed of my spirit
I lay awash with bed of dark
Held in hands glimmer dark
Such entities not to bear
But strength the same
Or power could it be
Stretching thin the I
Tender I feel
Long path we tread
A child’s step so gone
What, what will bring
Will I collapse, collapse it be to this weight
So Sorrow of Sorrow’s Gate
I think not
For I as I be am too stubborn
Where We Begin
Unfoldeth thou in the rend so jagged and dark
But tinged it be with lines of red
Glowing of a passage that may scorch the skin
To bear this burden I must do much
So I sling the bag over my back
Throw the goggles over my eyes
Check that all is prepared
My heart beats
Which is good, but the rhythm is a bit too fast for my liking
I lick my lips
They are chapped
The heat burns against my face
But it is the path I chose
So wish me luck
For endeavor I must
Into the pits of foulest despair
I shall surely return without a hair
But laugh naught at my dismay
For purpose is all that may
Do not forget my promise then
For I will bringest to thee
The greatest glory for all to see
And do remember my eyes, I like them so
But please, if you can discard my vanity
It really does not suit me so
Thus I am off
Farewell and best wishes
Lament of Broken Glass
Broken glass of heart
I cannot tear away this gaze
I am lost within myself
While loved in nature’s tears
How am I left
But to myself to rend
While my love screams my broken lament
And I whistle mindless dissent
For I sit without fear
Or pain heart or tear
Empty is the shell
Of me
How did I get to this dreaded place
Through strife and haste
Pull away I must
For exhaustion kills the lust
Where to look but within
And seek that spark of sin
Wrestle it to the ground
And scream at what I have found
For this is the path I chose
To battle my selfish foe