Judah Mahay
21Aug/081

What is Fear

Fitful, he ponders its meaning.

John hasn't moved it from his porch in three days, fear being his master. The package would seem normal to most people but our dear friend is rather terrified. Now this might be perplexing, unless you understood the horror this box causes dear John, while he locks himself in his house for days. The food dwindles as apprehension rises.

"What can I do," he thinks.

On the fourth day the answer seems as evasive as the rat he tried to catch last summer. He wearily sits down on his front doorstep, staring at his intruder with no less tension.

Finally, he dares a peak at the label. Oh, no. It's true, the gift, if he may call it that, is from his mother. Hands shaking, he begins to disassemble the tape bindings of his fear as if this was some ticking bomb ready to enlarge his doorway along with other imaginative painful effects upon his physical well being. Taking a deep breath, he clenches his eyes from the enemy and attempts the well traveled, but bumpy road of control.

21Aug/081

What

What is that which devours
Or tears deep and then throws away
What is the difference between the two
To break and throw
To consume and destroy
Is not both to fade
But we come to the method
Which would you like better
For let’s say your kitten or dog
How about that pig on the farm down the street
Or your kid
It tickles your anger doesn’t it
I’m sorry about that
But how can I not say that which makes you mad
When it seems the only way to make you see
Or is it think
I would have to say it is both
How to not offend
I guess it is too late
Maybe you shouldn’t have destroyed in the first place
Wait, look at me
I’m just as hellish as the rest
Dammit now what am I supposed to do
Start with myself I guess
Goodnight

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